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Three story by Steve Jobs

This is the text of the Commencement address by Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple Computer and of Pixar Animation Studios, delivered on June 12, 2005.

This is one of the most inspiring speech given by Steve Jobs, It keeps me inspired! So, I am sharing it in my blog.

I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. I never graduated from college. Truth be told, this is the closest I’ve ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That’s it. No big deal. Just three stories.

The first story is about connecting the dots.

I dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out?

It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: “We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?” They said: “Of course.” My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college.

And 17 years later I did go to college. But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents’ savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn’t see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn’t interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting.

It wasn’t all romantic. I didn’t have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends’ rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the 7 miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example:

Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn’t have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can’t capture, and I found it fascinating.

None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But ten years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, its likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later.

Again, you can’t connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.

My second story is about love and loss.

I was lucky — I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation — the Macintosh — a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating.

I really didn’t know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down – that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me — I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over.

I didn’t see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life.

During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I returned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple’s current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together.

I’m pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn’t been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don’t lose faith. I’m convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You’ve got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking. Don’t settle. As with all matters of the heart, you’ll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don’t settle.

My third story is about death.

When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: “If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you’ll most certainly be right.” It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: “If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?” And whenever the answer has been “No” for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.

Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the most important tool I’ve ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure – these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn’t even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor’s code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you’d have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes.

I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I’m fine now.

This was the closest I’ve been to facing death, and I hope its the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept:

No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don’t want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life’s change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.

Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960′s, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: it was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions.

Stewart and his team put out several issues of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: “Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.” It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you.

Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.

Thank you all very much.

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Back Home

Finally at home again. Reached home after 12 hours, and felt a bit nausea. The bus journey should takes only 8 hours during day time.

Now the dizziness still play in my head.

This 2 weeks holidays, whats up?
1) Print out the photos of temerloh to give to my keluarga angkat, Tok Pat and Mak Norma.
2) Upload the photos of Kampung Baru Huma Luas in facebook
3) Write blog about my experience in Malay Kampung
4) Gathering with MRSM friends (Lyn and Jia Lin) and maybe KMK friends (see they will organise gathering somewhere else or not, but I am too afraid of bus riding)
5) Go to take some photos shoot for Estee Launder Model Search (just for fun, since I am still young)
6) Plan to buy a DSLR with my sister (maybe a second-hand one)
7) Find "The Twilight Saga: Eclipse" in the local library
8) At least once: practice piano and Guzheng.
9) REST WELL before going back to UTM at 25/6

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I am sorry

I would want to say "I am sorry" to somebody here.
I lied to you, sorry. I said that I accidentaly post the picture on facebook but actually I even go to tag the picture. However, I was not purposely to tease you or what, really. I did not even think about the pictures when I upload on the Facebook. I just uploaded, without any intention.
If I said sorry to you again, you would say you dont even remember what had happen.
But sincerely, I apologize to you here.
Hope for your forgiveness if you ever angry to me.

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I am major in..






WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
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You scored as Mathematics/Statistics

You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Mathematics, Statistics, or related majors (e.g., Accounting, Actuarial Science, Astronomy, Computer Engineering, Computer Information Systems (CIS), Computer Science, Economics, Engineering, Finance, Management Information Systems (MIS), Operations Management, Physics, Risk Management).




It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.




Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.


Mathematics/Statistics


100%

Physics/Engineering/Computer


94%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology


94%

Accounting/Finance/Marketing


88%

Education/Counseling


88%

Visual&PerformingArts


75%

Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health


69%

HR/BusinessManagement


69%

Religion/Theology


63%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy


56%

Psychology/Sociology


56%

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts


56%

English/Journalism/Comm


44%

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage


44%


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Dermologica

Dermologica is a international facial product brand (is this grammatically correct?) that had improved my skin condition.

I was introduced to Dermologica when i was in Form 2, by my third aunt (can i say like this??)who worked as the beautician for the Dermalogica Company, when my skin was scattered (is this grammatically correct again?) with pimples. I was hesitated to believe the effectiveness of the Dermologica product as it was too expensive and I did not see any improvement on my face, after I used it for a week.

However, when my cousin who is one day younger than me paid a visit to me during holiday after PMR, I was stunned when saw the flawless face of her. Her face is so smooth and pearly white (can i use the adjective like this?) without any pimple or scar on it. She was now so pretty that she unintentionally invited the stares of men wherever she went. What was the most important is, she was using Dermologica product as well! Then I knew it was something to do with my attidude. I had never wash my face so frequently that my cousin did. Sometime, I was even lazy to clean my dirty face before I went to bed ( dont laugh at me.. ).
Therefore, from that day on, I follow the strict timetable to wash my face, three wash per day.
My face had improved when I was in form 4, but become worsen during form 5 as the important examination, SPM was coming, but still, if compared with form 2 and form 3, form 5 was better.
And after SPM, when I went to National Sevice, the scohrching ( i dont know how to spell it) sun kept burnt my face dark. Therefore, beside using sunblock there, I apply a whitening serum every night, however, the whitening could not even save my dark face.
Now, when i come back from NS, my face pimples reduced much more. I hardly spot any pimple or scar on my face. I am really satisfied with my face condition now. Thanks to Dermologica (like making a advertisement)!!

The Dermalogica product is extremely costly, but my mum still dont want to tell me the real price for the product. I just know I can have discount from my aunt. But since my face is ok now, my mum insults (have such word?) me to use another cheaper facial products. Friends, any idea?


My Facial Product





My face during form 5





Now..


Now..




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The Beginning_Rules

I realise my english is really poor, so i decide to create this blog to write article in english so that my english can be improve. So i has set some rule when writing the article in this blog:

Rule #1: Do not use rojak or phua chu kang english
Rule #2: Update this blog within 3 days
Rule #3: Use a new word or more in every new articles ( except this article)
Rule #4: Do not use short forms such as omg, lol etc.
Rule #5: (waiting to add)

For your information, I am not new in blog stuff. I had my chinese blog www.wretch.cc/blog/coffeeleaf. Free to visit.

Please correct any of my grammatical mistake in any articles..

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